Something's Wrong

I found out yesterday something's wrong with my heart. The nerves have an extra passageway so it skips part of my heartbeat. I'm going to have to have surgery before I go to collage... I think I'm going to decide not to do it though, I mean I'm probably not going to die from it anyways.

But if I do, I'm going to do it during the middle of the school year, and be the attention whore I am. But am I an attention whore if everyone cares about me and likes me? Hmmm.....

I'm depressed. My parents don't give a crap about me. I wish I could attention whore them, but alas, my brother is their attention whore.

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